20 October 2022
10 October 2022
These Hands He Held
He held her hands
tracing
the bulging veins
and the wrinkles
of a life
and time
together.
He laughed
at the
chewed down nails
remembering
family feasts
and celebrations
she'd planned
and plotted
and lamented over
and the worn places
she'd paced
in nighttime vigils
for fevered tots.
These hands
he held
had weathered
like the granite rocks
from which
he'd built a hearth
to be the centre
of their home -
but she
he knew
was the centre
of their home.
And as
he reached
the lifeline
on those hands
so full
of her stories
he held her tight
kissed her
and gently
said goodbye.
(I found this stunning photo taken by Mishelved on Pixabay)
Moth Boy
How strange
that I should find him
sitting here at my feet
in this music room.
I first met Moth Boy
as he was monikered
by my daughter
clinging to the walls
of her nightmares
when she was but
a very little girl.
He returned
from time to time
over the years
and each time
I watched
my daughter's fear
gradually give way
to the possibility
that Moth Boy
was bringing with him
tidings of change
in her life.
His visits she said
coincided with
new beginnings
and transformations
and fear transcended.
Moth Boy she said
offered her his wings
to fly above her fear
then one day
she grew wings
of her own
and Moth Boy
came no more
until now
in this music room
where I sit
with budding wings
making ready
to fly
above my fear.
In the Hills of Bangalow
The glow
of the fire
flushes cheeks
munching rapturously
on sweet treats
crafted by a wizard's
heart and hands,
her kitchen alive
with the savoury aroma
of tastes to come.
Sighs of ecstasy
fill the silences
between
the crackling
of the logs
as comfort
envelops the room.
Beside me,
corduroy legs,
shoes abandoned,
curl catlike
on the sofa.
If only I could
bend far enough
to untie
my laces.
05 October 2022
Wings to Fly
I am propelled to write down
thoughts that fill my head.
Some days they're full of laughter
some days it's tears -
the days are such.
This day there's a grappling
with cruel words
coursing from mouths
and pens uncaring
or is it just unthinking
of their mark.
There's an unkindness
in this world
the seeds probably sown
at the dawn of time
now propagated and evolved
into a cruel monster
lurking in this thing
called social media.
It makes me want to
gather up my family
wrap them in my wings
and keep them safe forever
but they too have wings
and want to use them to fly
so I jam pack their hearts
with love and things
that glow in dark places
let go
and watch them take flight.
(This captivating Pixabay photo by Pexels)
26 September 2022
Recalibration
Sometimes
I find myself
buried deep
in that icky
sticky stuff
that holds so fast
any effort
to break free
drains resolve
and so
I stay put
deep
in the mush
until the marrow
of my existence
is restored
with injections
of precious things -
warm words
sometimes stern
but needed words
an outstretched hand
an inner voice
echoing
from my gut
that I
all too often
dismiss
in favour of
prevailing notions
of what is right
music pulsing
in my veins
a well-aimed smile
a melting hug
blue feathers
that just happen
to appear -
these joyful
wondrous things
strengthen me
to haul myself
out of the morass
recalibrate
my compass
and set forth
once more.
09 September 2022
I Do Not Know
Perhaps angels
speak to me,
I do not know.
Perhaps the voice
is my Father's
long thought to be
one of Brisbane's ghosts.
Perhaps it's
the Lakota Chief
from my days
of ouijie boards
sitting cross-legged
on a bed
with my friend Julie
saying,
'Was that you?
It wasn't me.
Are you sure
you didn't
move the cup?'
I do not know.
Perhaps the voice
is mine
trying out answers
to the whys
that fill my head
in these days
of disquietude
I do not know ...
10 January 2022
Twenty Twenty-Two
Post Moderna aching head
wanting to lie down in bed
but the birds are singing
and the day's brand new
the first of twenty twenty-two
and I'll be damned
if Delta and Omicron
are going to win
this war they've begun;
I'm needled and masked
and I'm stepping outside
to soak up the sunshine
and step into my life -
to walk through forests
throw my arms around trees
feel their healing vibrations
from my head to my feet -
to play bird-call bingo
as the birds sing me along
some of them laughing
when I get the calls wrong -
to smell the musty smells
that hint at the wild
and play eye spy with creatures
evolutionised to hide -
to stand under waterfalls
that wash away pain
and let the rhythms of nature
seep through my veins -
to attune my heart
to the sounds and the smells
and the life force of all things
in Mother Earth's world -
to soak up the goodness
and take it back home
with energised chakras
that block out my qualms -
but maybe first
I'll just walk
through the park
and osmose dogs playing
in that space
where their thoughts are.
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