26 September 2022

Recalibration

Sometimes
I find myself
buried deep
in that icky
sticky stuff
that holds so fast
any effort 
to break free
drains resolve
and so
I stay put
deep
in the mush
until the marrow
of my existence
is restored
with injections
of precious things -
warm words
sometimes stern
but needed words
an outstretched hand
an inner voice
echoing
from my gut
that I
all too often
dismiss
in favour of
prevailing notions
of what is right
music pulsing
in my veins
a well-aimed smile
a melting hug
blue feathers
that just happen
to appear -
these joyful
wondrous things
strengthen me
to haul myself
out of the morass
recalibrate
my compass
and set forth
once more.


09 September 2022

I Do Not Know


 Perhaps angels 
speak to me,
I do not know.
Perhaps the voice
is my Father's
long thought to be
one of Brisbane's ghosts.
Perhaps it's 
the Lakota Chief
from my days
of ouijie boards
sitting cross-legged 
on a bed
with my friend Julie
saying, 
'Was that you? 
It wasn't me. 
Are you sure
you didn't 
move the cup?' 
I do not know.
Perhaps the voice 
is mine
trying out answers
to the whys 
that fill my head
in these days
of disquietude
I do not know ...